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A year ago I attempted suicide and would have been successful but my husband came in early

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barbiecakes808   in reply to nancy122570
I just did . Hope is a good 4 letter word ♥
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Today has seemed so sad and lonely and no help in site. I have spent 4 days in phydical agony from my MD. I am just so alone anymore and I was such a people perso. PLEASE PRAY FERVENTLY FOR ME.
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EDW39A   in reply to nancy122570
Not sure! Maybe people feel they have their own problems!
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nancy122570   in reply to BaddCatt
Good advice, I do feel that way sometimes but deep inside my conscious wont let me though I admit I would like too.
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BaddCatt   in reply to nancy122570
I'm sure that makes you feel like becoming a "Dog Eat Dog" and "Look Out for Number One" type of person, Nancy. But don't do it. I'm sure you'll get through this just as I'm sure I will. And when you do get back on your feet, continue to let God's Love and Spirit of giving shine through you.
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nancy122570   in reply to EDW39A
It seems I almost have I have spent all weekend reaching out to the many people ive helped in the past and is so disheartening to know that people just dont care and some u know have it readily available and are too scared of helping. I have family but they act like we have the plague. Why do people always turn their back on me. It hurts me deep inside and mentally leaves me a wreck.
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EDW39A   in reply to savannerr
I will send a short message and email you in detail Tuesday! I do have some ideas and read some of my post/conversations Tuesday for sure. I have to go into my office now, for a training class.
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savannerr   in reply to EDW39A
Could u message me back or email me
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Do not give up hope. There is hope around!
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angelahaller8   in reply to EDW39A
Have a wonderful day, I'm sending good thoughts your way!!!!!
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EDW39A   in reply to angelahaller8
I totally agree with that!
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nancy122570   in reply to angelahaller8
Yes it really hurts. I wasn't always in this position. Had a good job and made good money and was very generous to other people.
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angelahaller8   in reply to nancy122570
It sux to have to come to a website and talk as it is I just expect respect and I don't like to see people get kicked down when they are already down...
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nancy122570   in reply to angelahaller8
Thank you for the kind words. I didnt see what Obera wrote?
I guess im not uste to this site yet. Kindness goes a long way even if it is in word or thought.
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I'm so sorry to hear that don't listen to this creepy waste of space O'bera it calls self...I got nasty stuff from this thing to and clearly this waste of space has nothing better to do than sit on line and look for volnerable people to take out hate and frustration from their own life..Wow and we though we were bad off, just think that's all this person does...Don't take it personal when people talk and act hateful it isn't you they hate it is them I wish I had that kind of time I wouldn't be in the mess I'm in..Report this scumbag..Also I wish you well and hope you find the help you need....
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nancy122570   in reply to BaddCatt
Thanks I know what you mean about greedy. Doctors because before I got sick I was in the medical profession. Thank you for the offer to talk because sometimes talking van help but meds do seem to help and thats why I am trying to get to the dr.
I have a big family but when I try to reach out to them they care nothing about illness has over time created a barrier between me and my husband. I have been physically sick for so many years thst my close friends have moved on with their busy lives and I am a distant thought. I know I have God but sometimes he feels so far away and I know that is me not God. I have had physical and mental abuse since as young as I can remember and sexual abuse when I was 5. At 14 I escaped and worked and went to school and loved life for once then in my mid 20's I became desperately ill with my muscle disease. Sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve this life. When I had money I was always such a giving person because I loved to give to others I guess it was because I went without for so many years. I remember wanting food so bad as a child and even today I can't stand to see a child go without.
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Hello Nancy

If you need someone to talk to, there's no point in paying money to a greedy doc who doesn't care about anything but his bank account. I'll talk to you for free. And even though I don't know you personally, and I'm only at my computer from time to time, you can talk to God 24 hours a day. Seven days a week. And He REALLY cares.
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